Have you ever heard God speak? I don’t mean audibly. Not a big booming voice from the sky kind of talk. But the still, small voice. The one you sense in your heart. The thought that comes to your mind, and you know it’s actually Him. Have you ever heard Him speak like that? I have. It happens often really. In the quiet moments on my sofa in the morning. After I drop off the kids at school, and I’m driving home in the silence. Sometimes it’s in the middle of chaos when others are speaking and what I actually hear sounds less like them and more like Him, and I know their words were from God’s mouth to my ears.
I love when God gives me things to do. When He tells me where to go, who to go with and how to make stuff happen. I’ll obey. I’m like, “YES! LORD! I’m your girl, send me.” As I approached 2022 the word given to me was PROMISE. I loved this word. I celebrated the promises fulfilled and anticipated the promises coming as I held tight to the promises for now. But shortly after I received that word I heard another one. It was more than a word but a sentence. It was familiar as I had heard Him speak something like this to me over a decade ago. But that was then, is it really for now? The sentence followed, “focus ONLY on your business and your babies.”
The directive was clear. Let go of all other ambitions, passion projects and new endeavors. Don’t start something new. Only work what is already in your hands. Take good care of your business and your babies. I knew it was God. In the moment in the presence of God I had no doubt. But as time has gone and we are now nearly halfway through the year, I have begun to consider doing something new.
I actually decided to move forward and plan an entire retreat just for you reading this right now. Yep. I marked the location. Saved the date. Found the speakers. Pinned all the décor. Found the best swag and began the branding for marketing to put it out to you and was all ready to see you in September. But that voice amidst the sounds of my neighborhood as I walked. “Just business and your babies, Jen.”